I know this may be just the stress of everything that has happened talking, but I feel like Kimber isn't very willing to share power. Not that I partcularly want the stress of having the decision making responsibility, but I know what Jeanne trained us to do and I can help. I get the feeling she wants all the control. The question is, do I just sit back and let her have all the control until she realizes she can't do it all alone? We are friends. I don't want to ruin a friendship but I feel left out of it all. Even the meetings with Cary. I never enter into anything with it. I'm worried about the fact that I have worked my ass off for the last few years and I have gotten my degree and now all of a sudden they are looking at having an "overseer" for Kimber. Well with both of us do they really need that? Then the reality of the situation takes over and I can be thankful that I don't have added responsibility and no extra pay for it (she's not getting a pay raise).
I guess the truth is in the long run none of this matters because I am going to end up leaving some day anyway. I want to move back to my home town sometime anyway. My homesickness just won't go away.
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