Little Buffalo Dreams

Everything has to have an end. To me I hate leaving things undone.  Especially if i'm reading a book or watching a series of movies.  It's almost like an obsession until it's finished.  This path to surgery has started to feel the same.  At times It feels like it will never get here and I'm never going to know how this journey ends.  Part of me is terrified I will have went through all of this and the insurance company will deny my application. I am trying very hard to stay positive but i'm having a very hard time doing that.  Time is going soooo slow!